okae im finally here again...... i have only one ting to say today... tht i dun usually say..........



FUCK YOU.



the arrogance of you!!! it jus cannot be stand for. who the fuck do u tink u are!?!? jus keep going arnd acting so high and mighty when inside you're jus nothing at all.. what u did was totally unforgivable. dunno wota hell i saw in you inta first place....e tot of u jus makes me sick. i jus want you outta my life! BITCH... BASTARD.... BITCH!!!!


i can tink of 6 other pple tht i hate ata moment.... reali hope you all will go rot with the rest of the worlds scum! ugggghhh!!!!!!!!


oh forget it.

jiayou to evryone out der whos um. tryin der best to study. ahhas u noe who im tokg abt. yep! ahhas alrite. i beta gif a big jiayou to myself too man! ahha (i noe u hate dis word) ahahas. oh well. had badm outing at sentosa today. ahahs at first we were even considerin whether anot to go anot cos it was like rainin! (again) den inta end. me suzie kristy and kx decided for it. ahahs. cld haf gone suzies hse actually! ahhas but it was quite fun. ahahs except for the sea water. my gosh. i tot e h2o at siloso wld be beta but inta end it was stinkier... fishier and much dirtier! ahah eww. ahhahas damn gross. but it was lotsa fun! played lotsa games! all e running games and bridgE! (ahah e love of my life) ahahahs. we even played with water bombs and floor (tnk god kirsty din bring soyasauce or ketchup or eggs haah) ahahas. kirsty ah. tht women grossed me out and made me laugh so many times today! ahahs hilarious. oh yah and suzie. i will nv be able to forget your FROOR she actually wanted to sae floor... ahahs not forgettin.... yerrow caror seriously man suzie. i swear ur becomin an ah lian! ahhas . nvm ah. its okae. ill try to help u adapt back to ur urm..... normal self?a hahs (like since when were u ever normal?!?!) ahahhas im pretty sad now. cos i cant wear my orange shoes to sch cos its too orange! haiz. but nvm la huhz. ill jus wear it out next time durin non school hours den. ahahs was pretty tired onta bus ride back. but dunno why now i feel like joinin my parents to play squash. ahahs with my sis too! haahs alrite den. i shall go off now! blog more next time! X)

yep yep surprise surprise! im here again. ahhahas so soon yeah? (compared to last time) ahahhas yep! actually i came online today specially to sign lalas blog! haha u happy not? hee. yep yep! i shall try to help u link but it reali seems quite um. hopeless ata moment. ahahhas so peserve yeah! ahahhas yesyes! we must still run the macritchie tog k? ahahs cant waita cya inta toilet tmr morn again!@ hahahahas. heyheyhye!!!! we shd haf study dates tog man! ahhas cant blif i actually met ya inta bus jus now too. ahah so funny. ahhas okae nothin to update abt my life. its as um. sad as ever. ahhas (not kiddin) . okae i haf individual msgs to deliver now.

del > call me k?
lala> call me.... go out with me... study with me.... ! ahah
yunx> msg me..... meet up w me! hahahas miss ya! dun be sad k?
yanz> cheer up! X)
kc> miss u la. U MUST CALL ME IMMEDIATELY AH.
ser> hurry arrange k?
pommie> our swimmin stilll on? hee.
all e girls in t8 > tong xiao mahjong here we come! hahaha X) YAY

oh man! i hfnt blogged in ages! yep but here i am once again. hmm. lets see. life has been um.... eh.. undescribable. der haf been more down than ups tho. which is reali quite sad. ahahhas pple arnd me have been seriously eccentric!!!! (del esp) ahhahas and lotsa pple haf gotten much lamer! (lala n jose) ahahhas.. its quite funny. cny has been super fattenin dis yr! damn horrid. ahahhas. oh yes! i haf 2000 sms to utilise! damn happy abt it cos i can nv bomb e bill anymore! hee. but one ironic ting is tht recently i hate smsin. and it usually takes me quite long to reply. which is so not like me. ahhas. oh well. i guess tht is good in a sense? ahahs. weird.... but gd? hmmz. and recently i dun reali like to sms pple or more like. dun reali haf much pple to sms! hahaha. (and to u.... i hate u......!! stop smsing me u idiot!) ahahas. alas, i haf dear adele to rely on. ahahha unfortunately tht poor dear has lost her fone. ahahs but nonetheless tings are back to e way they use to be. ahahs so yay! i can msg her like siaosers again! hahas oh yes del wants me to add tht.... ADELE LAMENTS THE GREAT LACK OF GENTLEMEN IN TODAYS SOCIETY bwahhas. i wonder wat tht reali implies. hehes. e other day me n del happen to chance upon becks ( oh boy tht poor girl din noe wat .... or WHO hit her haha) and tht got me tinkg abt sec 4L. haiz. really miss e gd ol times. sucha pity. hahas. oh yah. adele also wanna add tht "shes chio, also quite handsome but gettin a bit FAT, need new shoes, dun mind a chio hardworking GF whom she can aspire to be like. " WHAHAHAS. got me laughin to death man. ahahs oh ya!!! i wanna get dis damn chio shoes!!!!! ahhhhh! ahahhas but its ilke $179? which is damn ex? haiz. thts why my mom is a lil hesitant to get it for me. hmmz. but with my new yr $$ maybe i can get it? hmmz. jus tht the top is too high tho. ahahahs. hmm. hey del u must get me a huge discount k? ahahahs hope we get our dream shoes! haahs. haiz. i realise tht ive not kept in touch w lotsa pple lately..... except perhaps del. dunno why. when i go to school . i dun even look forward to anything anymore. except perhaps seein lala and e few dears once in awhile. hmmz. tings haf reali taken a drastic turn as compared to last yr. my life seems to haf reali taken a down turn! ughh.. i jus cant waita take the As get over with cj and head on to (hopefully) melbourne! ahah yay!!!!! thts my dream. but my dream wld only be complete if i can take all e pple id reali miss with me. jus found out a few reali shocking tings recently. which wat can i sae... really shocked me to e damn core! hahas but alrite. i gotta keep it all a secret. hmmz. i tink im puttin up a front. its like. when pple see me. they tink im fine... and even perhaps happy. but actually . tings arent the same. im feelin really.... sad. i guess its a new kinda sadness. and i reali dunno how to overcome it. hmmz. perhaps ill be cured when she comes back onta 1st of feb? dunno le. but it seems tht only she has e power to do tht. to make me happy and to jus be der for me. hmmz. woah. talkin abt all dis is starting to make me hate spore! ahhaah. oh well. i beta cut it out den. hmmz. danny is bein as silly as usual. ahhahs he's starin at me so cutely with his ears flopped up cos im laughin to myself (all tnks to del and her stupid sms) ahahhas. reali miss my dog. hes reali old oredi. hope he doesnt jus go. hmmz. gosh! jus realised im tinkg of all e sad sad stuff! shucks. thts reali bad. okay okay. i shall change the subject to happier stuff! tings tht im happy abt.....
1)my sis is back
2)shes comin back soon
3) badm orientatn sounds fun (surprisingly)
4) im finally a BIT rich
5) toilet meetings! (hahaha)


n thts abt all i can tink of. which is reali sad. ahhaha. oh well. i shall stop here for now.

del >> dun kill me hor. ahahah yay! hope to meet up wya again soon ya? tc of urself. and um try to keep ur hands to urself ya. ahahahhas

yunx>> reali miss u u twit! come back soon ya?

lala >> toilet meetings!!!! hee. but pls come earlier!

yanz >> smile more! dun fret! find a way to sit tog! haah

junz >> tc of urself k?

to sum1 whos in hk now >>> I MISS U TERRIBLY!!! COME BACK!!! I GOT SO MUCH TO SAY!

ure finally back!!!! now everythings okae! yay! X)
jus inta nick of time... of me feelin sad and being a hermit (ask melv) . ahhahas

the following qns's are extremely annoyingly interesting. try dem! hahas






Below are 4 questions. Answer them instantly. You

can't take your time.


Answer them immediately. No pencil or paper! OK?

Let's find out just how smart and clever you really

are. Ready? ... GO!!!








FIRST QUESTION: You are participating in a race.

You overtake the second person.

What position are you in?






















ANSWER: If you answer that you are first, then you are

Absolutely wrong! If you overtake the second person

And you take his place, you are second! Try not to

Screw up in the next question.





To answer the second question, don't take as much

time as you took for the first question.

(You know you took too much time.)









SECOND QUESTION: If you overtake the last person, then

you are...?


















ANSWER: If you answered that you are second to last,

then you are wrong again. Tell me, how can you

overtake the LAST person?!








THIRD QUESTION: Very tricky math! Note: This must be

done in your head only. Do NOT use paper and pencil or

a calculator. Try it.


Take 1000 and add 40 to it.

Now add another 1000.

Now add 30.

Add another 1000.

Now add 20.

Now add another 1000.

Now add 10.

What is the total?













ANSWER: Did you get 5000? The correct answer is

actually 4100.










Don't believe it? Check with your calculator! Today is

definitely not your day. Maybe you will get the last

question right?




LAST QUESTION: Mary's father has five daughters:

Nana, Nene, Nini, Nono.

What is the name of the fifth daughter?











ANSWER: Nunu? Nana? Nene? NONO! Of course not. The

fifth daughter's name is Mary.

Read the question again.

You ARE the WEAKEST LINK!! Pass this along to someone

else who could stand a little fun and a challenge

today.

If electricity comes from electrons, does morality come from morons?

>>Message :> When we say the three words?
>>"I Love U" Do we really mean it or otherwise,
>>there is more to it.
>>
>>
>>"Fears over tomorrow and regrets over yesterday
>>are twin thieves that rob us of the moment. Do
>>what you think needs to be done!"
>>
>>
>>
>>A good relationship isn't a game you play or an
>>ego trip you take. It is about love and two
>>people. Loving someone can give us the greatest
>>joy we can ever know and it can hurt more that
>>we can believe too. When it does not really hurt
>>when that person did something disappointing to
>>you, but really hurts when you see that person
>>in pain and sadness, then you know you truly
>>love that person.
>>
>>
>>
>>Loving someone means you should be ready to
>>experience heartache and happiness at the same
>>time. That's the reward and that's the risk.
>>Unless we are willing to experience it, we will
>>never really know what it's like to love and be
>>loved. Sharing love is probable the most
>>valuable and meaningful experience a person can
>>ever have.
>>
>>
>>
>>And there's a difference between being in love
>>with someone and loving someone. It's the
>>difference between a love that's fickle, wild
>>and short-lived and one that's tender and
>>passionate, nurturing and lasts a long time. The
>>first is easy. The second, the one that really
>>matters to all of us, takes work because it's
>>about keeping a relationship.
>>
>>
>>
>>Loving someone takes efforts. We have to be
>>able to communicate with each other. Nobody can
>>read anybody's mind. We always presume that our
>>partner knows what we think and feel. Maybe in
>>time we might be able to predict or sense each
>>other's thoughts but it's never perfect and
>>takes time to develop. Getting the chance to
>>love and be loved by someone is truly blessed.
>>
>>Respect him/her for who he/she is, and not what
>>you want him/her to be. Everyone is pretty and
>>special in his/her own special way. No one is
>>perfect. It is true love which closes the gap of
>>imperfections to form a smooth surface of
>>acceptance for each other. True love sees and
>>accepts a person for who he/she is. It is also
>>true love which makes a person change for the
>>better.
>>
>>
>>
>>The power of true love to a person is
>>undeniable. A relationship needs commitments
>>too. What is love with commitments from each
>>other anyway? It's like principles and values.
>>Everyone has them but they only mean as much as
>>we are willing to stand for them. The same goes
>>for out commitments to relationships, and the
>>person we love.
>>
>>"Love is like an antique vase. It's hard to
>>find, hard to get, but easy to break." Everyday
>>everywhere, people fall in love.but just how
>>many of these relationships are self-sacrificing
>>love, and not just relationships which are
>>formed only for the intense feeling of falling
>>in love? I know hundreds of friends who say the
>>magical words "I love you". but more often than
>>not, the truth is just - I am IN love with you.
>>
>>
>>
>>There is a difference between being in love
>>with someone and loving someone. If a person
>>says he/she is in love with you, he/she means
>>that he/she likes you for who you are now and
>>he/she fell in love with you because of the
>>present you. This kind of love is temporary and
>>lasts only as long as the fairytale lasts. When
>>fairy godmother comes in at midnight to whirl us
>>back to reality, we see the heartache of such a
>>relationship. where both were only IN love with
>>each other.
>>
>>But if person says he/she loves you, he/she
>>means that he/she loves you unconditionally for
>>who you are now, who you were in the past and
>>who you might be in the future. When he/she says
>>he/she loves you and really means it, you have
>>to ask yourself if you love him/her too or if
>>you're in love with the idea of being in love.
>>It is very hard to see the difference through
>>logical thinking. Let your heart guide you. May
>>you be blessed on your soul-searching journey
>>for your soul mate.
>>
>>
>>
>>Friends, today, I would like you to think about
>>what you've just read. To those who are
>>already "attached", ask yourself again. Is this
>>true love? Do I really love him/her? Or is it
>>just another infatuation? ARE YOU willing to
>>give? Even though you may not get back the same
>>amount you gave? ARE YOU cheating yourself?
>>Thinking that you really love him/her and not
>>just taking him/her as a substitute from your ex-
>>boyfriend/girlfriend?
>>
>>Friends, let today be the day you truly
>>understand love.. And I know that none of you
>>would want to be the victim in this game of
>>love. If after reading this and answering all
>>the questions, you are very sure that you love
>>him/her, tell him/her that. Let him/her know how
>>much you love him/her and that you are willing
>>to take the risks of being hurt by him/her in
>>the course of the development of you
>>relationship with him/her. This is a love that's
>>sacrificial, ARE YOU ready for it?
>>
>>
>>
>>Cherish the Past, It made you what you are.
>>Treasure the Present, It's a timeless gift. Pray
>>for the Future, it's where hopes are fulfilled.
>>
>>When there is a
>>will, there is a way..

What Do You Value Most?
========================

A young man learns what's most important in life from the guy
next door.

It had been some time since Jack had seen the old man.

College, girls, career, and life itself got in the way.
In fact, Jack moved clear across the country in pursuit of his
dreams. There, in the rush of his busy life, Jack had little
time to think about the past and often no time to spend with his
wife and son.

He was working on his future, and nothing could stop him.

Over the phone, his mother told him, "Mr. Belser died last
night. The funeral is Wednesday." Memories flashed through
his mind like an old newsreel as he sat quietly remembering his
childhood days.

"Jack, did you hear me?"

"Oh, sorry, Mom. Yes, I heard you. It's been so long since I
thought of him. I'm sorry, but I honestly thought he died years
ago," Jack said.

"Well, he didn't forget you. Every time I saw him, he'd ask how
you were doing. He'd reminisce about the many days you spent
over 'his side of the fence' as he put it," Mom told him.

"I loved that old house he lived in," Jack said.

"You know, Jack, after your father died, Mr. Belser stepped in
to make sure you had a man's influence in your life," she said.

"He's the one who taught me carpentry," he said. "I wouldn't be
in this business if it weren't for him. He spent a lot of time
teaching me things he thought were important.
Mom, I'll be there for the funeral," Jack said.

As busy as he was, he kept his word. Jack caught the next
flight to his hometown.

Mr. Belser's funeral was small and uneventful. He had no
children of his own, and most of his relatives had passed away.

The night before he had to return home, Jack and his mom stopped
by to see the old house next door one more time.

Standing in the doorway, Jack paused for a moment. It was like
crossing over into another dimension, a leap through space and
time.

The house was exactly as he remembered. Every step held
memories. Every picture, every piece of furniture...

Jack stopped suddenly.

"What's wrong, Jack?" his mom asked.

"The box is gone," he said.

"What box?" Mom asked.

"There was a small gold box that he kept locked on top of his
desk. I must have asked him a thousand times what was inside.
All he'd ever tell me was 'the thing I value most,'" Jack said.

It was gone. Everything about the house was exactly how Jack
remembered it, except for the box. He figured someone from the
Belser family had taken it.

"Now I'll never know what was so valuable to him," Jack said.
"I better get some sleep. I have an early flight home, Mom."

It had been about two weeks since Mr. Belser died. Returning
home from work one day Jack discovered a note in his mailbox.

"Signature required on a package. No one at home. Please stop
by the main post office within the next three days," the note
read.

Early the next day Jack retrieved the package.

The small box was old and looked like it had been mailed a
hundred years ago.

The handwriting was difficult to read, but the return address
caught his attention.

"Mr. Harold Belser" it read.

Jack took the box out to his car and ripped open the package.
There inside was the gold box and an envelope.

Jack's hands shook as he read the note inside.

"Upon my death, please forward this box and its contents to Jack
Bennett.

It's the thing I valued most in my life." A small key was taped
to the letter.

His heart racing, as tears filling his eyes, Jack carefully
unlocked the box. There inside he found a beautiful gold pocket
watch. Running his fingers slowly over the finely etched casing,
he unlatched the cover.

Inside he found these words engraved:
"Jack, Thanks for your time! Harold Belser."

"The thing he valued most...was...my time."

Jack held the watch for a few minutes, then called his office
and cleared his appointments for the next two days.

"Why?" Janet, his assistant asked.

"I need some time to spend with my son," he said.


"Oh, by the way, Janet...thanks for your time!"

"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take
but by the moments that take our breath away."


~Author Unknown~

this silly little horoscope test tht i dunno whether its true anot. jus try it tho. ahahs no harm done anw.. X)



Horoscope Test...

If you are honest this tells the truth - it's pretty good

Write your answers on a piece of paper. No cheating !!

The answers are at the bottom of this page..........................

1. Write the name of a person of the opposite sex.

2. Which is your favorite color out of red, black, blue, green, yellow?

3. Your first initial?

4. Your month of birth?

5. Which color do you like more, black or white?

6. Name of a person of the same sex as yours.

7. Your favorite number?

8. Do you like Sydney or Brisbane more?

9. Do you like a lake or the ocean more?

10. Write down a wish (a realistic one).

When you're done, scroll down. (Don't cheat)

Answers

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1. You are completely in love with this person.

2. If you choose:

Red - You are alert and your life is full of love. Black - you are conservative and aggressive. Green - your soul is relaxed and you are laid back Blue - you are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love. Yellow- you are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down.

3. If your initial is:

A-K You have a lot of love to give in friendships in your life.

L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum and your love life is soon to blossom.

S-Z You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.

4. If you were born in: Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.

April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will last long and the memories will last forever.

July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good.

Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be too great, but eventually you will find your soul mate.

5. If you chose..... Black: Your life will take on a different direction,it will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.

White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.

6. This person is your best friend.

7. This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.

8. If you chose: Sydney: You like adventure... Brisbane: You are a laid back person.

9. If you chose:

Lake: You are loyal to your friends and your lover and are very reserved.

Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.

this is the stupidest story ever. ahahs rather funny too la. haha read read!



Jim and Mary were both patients in a Mental Hospital.
One day, while they were walking past the hospital swimming pool,
Jim suddenly jumped into the deep end. He sank like a stone to the bottom and stayed there. Mary promptly jumped in to save him. She swam to the bottom and pulled him out. When the medical director became aware of Mary's heroic act, he immediately ordered her to be discharged from the hospital, as he now considered her to be mentally stable .

When he went to tell her the news, he said,
"Mary, I have good news & bad news. The good
news is you're being discharged because since you
were able to jump in and save the life of another
patient, I think you've regained your senses".
"The bad news is that Jim, the patient you saved,
hanged himself in the bathroom with the belt of
his robe. I am so sorry, but he's dead".


Mary replied, "He didn't hang himself, I put him there to dry"

I just wanted to share with all of you people the flyer i got from a health center.
It stated the important facts of the DON'Ts after meal...
PLEASE DO READ THEM AND FOLLOW THOSE STEPS!!!!!!
After reading it,pass it to your love ones and your friends who you love so that they will know the important DON'Ts after meal.

Below are 7 DON'Ts after meal:
1.DON'T smoke
-Experiment from expert prove that smoking a cigarette after meal is comparable to smoking 10 cigarette (chances of cancer higher)

2.DON'T eat fruit immediately
-Immediately eat fruit after meal will cause stomach to be bloated with air. Therefore take fruit 1-2 hr after meal or 1 hr before meal.

3.DON'T drink tea
-The substance will cause the protein content in the food we consume to be harden thus difficult to digest.

4.DON'T loosen your belt
-Loosen belt after meal will easily caused the intestine to be twisted & block

5.DON'T bath
- Bathing will cause the increase of blood flow to the hands, legs & body thus the amount of blood around stomach will therefore decrease. This will weaken the digestive system in our stomach.

6.DON'T walk about
-People always say that after meal walk hundred step will live till 99.In actual fact this is not true. Walking will cause the digestive system unable to absorb the nutrition from the food we intake.

7.DON'T sleep immediately
-The food we intake were unable to digest properly.Thus will lead to gastric & infection in our intestine.

okae heres an update of me.
i haf new clothes....
i haf red hair......
my sis is back!
my supp paper went horribly...
ive been eatin too much (ahaha)
ive been smsing very little...
ive been watchin telly much less now...
ive been tokg onta fone much less now...
ive been slpg much less now....


hahah the back few lines were really weird eh? i dunno wot happened to me. ughh. hahahs damn funny. my sis is singing very loudly behind me now! hahas a BIT off tune. ahahahs love ya guys still! keep in touch ya! X)

when u are sad .............. ill dry ur tears!
when u are scared ........ ill comfort ur fears!
when ure worried ........... ill gifya hope!
when ure confused ......... ill help ya cope!
when ure lost ............ & cant see e lite
i shall be ur beacon ............... shinning ever so brite!



**** dis is my oath ............ i pledge till the end. ******


why u may ask?



COS URE MY EVADEAREZ FREN AND I LOVE YA! x) -WINKS-

check this out! ahhas


http://i.madblast.com/funflash/swf/Dirty_Disco.swf

Wish For You > >




I wish....

>
You happiness on a cloudy day.

>
Blue skies to chase your cares away.

>
A breath of fresh air when you are feeling down.

>
Anything to get rid of that frown.

>
A sprinkle of rain,

>
And a life free of pain.

>
I wish you warmth from the rays of the sun

>
And a lifetime of joy and fun.

ahahh hist is over. but i tink i maybe over too. haix. doesnt matter. had a wonderful day with my OLD charms and chums todae. ahhahas love dem! took lotsa lotsa neoprints! (ask cheri) ahahs. even went to plae bishibashi! ahha tht was absolutely hilarious! bought lotsa stuff. but definitely not enuf! im gonna go on a wonderful shoppin spree soon! heeeee! ahhahs . okae. been hating the net the past few wks and nows no diff so gtg! btw. ADELE PILLAI WENJIE ii haf very impt info fer ya. ud be very interested and happy to find out. ahhahaha. X)

wOahOhHoo~
i am a 4.
mmmms. *tsktsk*


To find your love attitude number, add your
birth month and your birth date together. Keep
reducing it until it's a single digit.

Example: August 20
= 8 + 20 = 28
= 2 + 8 = 10
= 1 + 0 = 1
Thus, the love attitude number is = 1

1
You're charming imaginative and independent.
Usually your style is ahead of others, you know
what's in and what's way out. Sometimes you're a
ittle too aggressive when it comes to pursuing a
love interest. You've a way of drawing attention
wherever you go and this dramatic flare usually
attracts the strongest guys. Your competitive
nature either draws or repels guys/gals but
those who can't handle your power aren't your
type anyway. At times you can be possessive,
manipulating and demanding with your friends and
in love relationships. You like guys/gals with
lots of intelligence and knock them dead good
looks don't hurt either.

2
Your love nature is sentimental, romantic and
kind. Your easygoing, mild manner allows almost
everyone to feel very comfortable with you -
especially shy guys/gals. Your modesty and tact
enable you to get along easily with both sexes.
You're a natural peacemaker and can be very
persuasive with words, which helps you to gain
the respect of your classmates. You can also be
too sensitive at times, and your greatest
drawback is a lack of confidence to stand up for
yourself in conflict. Your favorite type of
guy/gal is a gentle, affectionate one who is
also strong and playful. A great sense of humor
is also a must. A guy/gal who loves to listen to
music and dance should rank high on your list of
favorites, too.

3
You're imaginative, fun-loving, trill-seeking
and expressive. You're so charming that you
attract many friends and you're almost never
lacking guys/gals. In your earlier years, you
maybe totally shy and self-conscious, but you'll
lose those qualities in the high-school years.
You can be sort of vain or even a bit of a show-
off when you get caught up in exciting events in
your life, but you usually redeem yourself in
some playful way before you lose a friend.
Jealousy shows its ugly head sometimes, but
generally you aren't affected by it unless your
guy tries to provoke it. In the guy department,
you refer the athletic or artistic types. You're
in absolute heaven when you find both of those
qualities in the same guy. When you're looking
for love, a guy who can make you laugh scores
points, big time!

4
You tend to be loyal, dedicated and good-
hearted. You're one of the most diligent
students when you really try, and you tend to
make your schoolwork a priority. You also
express those same qualities in your love
relationship. No one is more faithful and
trusting than you. In fact, those tendencies can
be a little negative in your romantic life. It
give you the respect and love you deserve. You
can be stubborn and a bit of a
troublemaker if the mood strikes you but you can
usually dig yourself out of that hole just in
time to stay out of major trouble. You usually
fall for extremes when choosing a love mate -
he/she is good-looking, too, but that's not a
major consideration for you.

5
Your love attitude is adventurous, charismatic
and spontaneous. You're creative and adaptable,
and you can come up with the most exciting and
sometimes daring things to do. Your quick
intelligence and way with words help get you out
of the problems that come with being flirtatious
and laying hard to get. You need to pay close
attention to your personal values because you
love to try new and different things and easily
go along with the crowd and the consequences can
put extra strain on your relationship with a
boy/girl. You like guys who have great bodies
and good looks, along with exceptional brain
and high grades. It helps if they're highly
athletic or involved in as many activities as
you,otherwise you might get bored! Variety is
the key to your love attitude number.

6
You're warm, loving, devoted and affectionate.
Your outgoing, thoughtful nature attracts many
boyfriends/girlfriends to you, and usually some
of the nicest guys too. Because of your need to
care, you can end up in a relationship that
requires too much care-taking to make it
balanced. Since home and family play important
roles in your life, you're unlikely to be
attracted to guys/gals who your parents wouldn't
like. Sometimes you've a slight jealous streak
but it doesn't last long. Some people
with this love attitude number are prone to
making harsh judgments of others, especially
when others don't share your set of values.
You're especially attracted to the good looking,
boy- next-door type who is smart as well as a
gentleman.

7
Your love nature is thoughtful, poetic, mystical
and mysterious. A few people with love attitude
number seven are class clowns, and they usually
attract guys/gals who like to be given
a hard time. But most of you are the quiet,
reserved types who dislike calling attention to
yourself. Your type generally attracts guys
who feel the same way you do. Your defined,
independent and secretive nature is very
alluring to certain guys/gays. At times, you can
also be somewhat fault-finding and a little
demanding in your love relationship and with
friends. You're mostly attracted to guys/gals
who aren't like all the rest; a loner easily
attracts you. And, if he/she reads alot and
enjoy learning, he/she is especially perfect for
you.

8
Your love attitude is confident, powerful and
exciting. This number usually makes for a very
conscientious student, someone who put
schoolwork ahead of a social life. However,
you also enjoy being a leader among your
classmates and will seek offices or other
positions that enable you to use your leadership
skills. Because of this, you can be somewhat
intimidating to certain guys/gals. You can also
be a little too intense, bossy and jealous for
your own good. Your love match is definitely
someone who is smart, handsome/pretty and
popular. You like quality over quantity and will
usually wait until the guy/gal with the best
attributes comes along.

9
You've a sophisticated attitude that's also
generous and considerate. Your responsible,
charitable nature may find you attracting
guys/gals who want someone to confide in or who
makes them feel secure. At a very young age, you
developed the type of personality that makes
others feel safe and protected. You'll carry
these qualities into your adult years and, down
the road, you'll be a good mom/dad because of
them. On the negative side, you can be
argumentative and overly emotional, and you >
usually possess a temper that can make everyone
run for cover. You like the kind of guy/gal who
is responsible and impeccably dressed and has
gorgeous eyes and a great body. Charm, with
and brilliance could make him the perfect
guy/gal for you

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?, or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them.

If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.


Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.
You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we
don't know, afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us.

But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

* What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say good-bye?

*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care anymore)

*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them?


*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?*

People live, but people die. I want to tell you that
you are a friend.

If you died tomorrow (God Forbid)

you would bein my heart.
Would I be in yours?

i hope i am! hehehehe.

This is a test of the Emergency Friendship System



....... A Friend....



(A)ccepts you as you are
(B)elieves in "you"
(C)alls you just to say "HI"
(D)oesn't give up on you
(E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts)
(F)orgives your mistakes
(G)ives unconditionally
(H)elps you
(I)nvites you over
(J)ust "be" with you
(K)eeps you close at heart
(L)oves you for who you are
(M)akes a difference in your life
(N)ever Judges
(O)ffer support
(P)icks you up
(Q)uiets your fears
(R)aises your spirits
(S)ays nice things about you
(T)ells you the truth when you need tohear it
(U)nderstands you
(V)alues you
(W)alks beside you
(X)-plains thing you don't understand
(Y)ells when you won't listen and
(Z)aps you back to reality

especially fer B.U.T.T X)

okae my dearie! this whole entry is fer ya. hey wots this entry abt ya bein dumb or sth and who rya angry with my gdness! cool down okae? hee. anw. yesyes. we'll do the heart tingy and go around climbin all the ladders u want okae? ahahahs i still rem. the four of us. so fun!!! gdness me. when i climbed up i seriously tot i was gna slip and fall . i mean it was so damn high!!! and der were no safety nets or sth. we were jus climbin from e condos highest floor!??! -pengs- ahahhh it was rli fun tho! rem we wld go to the highest floor near the tennis area and sit down and plae bridge!? hee. tht was fun. and all e food tht we'd slowly...carefully and happily transport up!? hee. rem our nite swims? oh my gdness. i cant help but rem e time we had this stupid art comp? den we made e dress? gdness. everyone else like sewed and stuff and we actually MADE it! ahhas with all the dyes and stuff and it had a plant and the sea and the urms.. sun? and all the tonings! ahahs . cant blif it. we spent like a million yrs on it?! ahahs. den inta end e material was so STARCHY & STRETCHY ahahs but it was really great and i was really proud of it! was really our work of it man. too bad we din take any photos of it did we? i wished we took lotsa photos of us doin all e work and stuff. so many memories.... sucha pity its only etched in our head. haiz. okae anyhow... ahhas im very happy tht ya dedicated one silly little entry to me too! luvya so much fer tht! ahhas ur production and stuff sounds fantastic! am glad ur enjoyin urself. ahhas hey!!!!! i wanna share a room and a hse with u!! so nonono! u must wait for me! hmphfs. we're spse to live tog rem!??! okae. and yes i do not haf short term memory okae! hahas. hmm. rem to try to convince ur mom okae? hmm lets see. alrite we shall study (mentally) tog okae? cant blif my hist sup is in exactly 2 weeks! -faints- ahahhas . okae. rem to reply (dis and leta) asap okae! and reply lots too! luvya and tc. will alws be der fer ya okae!? thru gd times and bad. we're stuck tog rem? ahhas . i love my butttt! :)